29 July 2023

Don't Count

 
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If I counted my friends by who reads my poems
I could count them on one hand.  Or maybe,
these folks are only those who tell me so.
I couldn’t count the trees I never see.
 
And yet here come the words regardless of
popularity or expanding audiences,
here come the words.  One friend said she loved me,
but could not read poems—especially mine. 
 
“You’d want me to talk about them,” She said,
“but I don’t like poems except for those of
Shakespeare, Mozart, Emily Dickinson
and Edward Gory.  Sorry.”  We both laughed.
 
I want conversation, I crave it—true. 
I’m a person of words.  Kindness would work—
just tell me what touched you, if something did.
My mom says, “Images.  You don’t write them.”
 
So I wander among the trees, and some
of them are poets.  Those that greet me say
“Write now for seven generations hence. 
Have that much hope.  Let them know we exist.”
 
I say it’s a good thing I’m a hermit. 
It’s good to occupy time with joy that’s
both avocation and ministry.  It’s
good to be alive and have good friends.

 

Reposted from my blog for Sumana's open prompt at What's Going On?




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12 comments:

  1. I so resonate with this poem, Susan. I think we write because we must, it's what we do. I write whether people read or not. It always amazes me, people who say I matter to them, yet who cant bring themselves to read the words of my heart. Those who do know me best. I dont know why there is a stumbling block to people reading poetry unless it was made arduous for them in school (a shame, if so.) Write on, my friend. It matters.

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  2. Susan, this poem makes me feel so sad. Really I haven’t been actively reading I the blogosphere, but as I have said to you before— you are a poet! You are the real deal. You should have been discovered and famous. Your words are gems. I am your fan and, I hope, your friend.

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  3. I think many of us poets will identify with much if not all of this poem, Susan, we continue to write even if only a few people read our poetry. I especially love the stanza about trees.

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  4. Your words are so relatable. Sometimes a conversation inspires.
    "but I don’t like poems except for those of
    Shakespeare, Mozart, Emily Dickinson
    and Edward Gory. Sorry.” This made me smile.

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  5. I LOVE this poem, especially "I wander among the trees, and some of them are poets." And I resonate with how those close to us dont read our poems - it always amazes me. My online poetry friends know me so much better than my family does - because they read the words of my heart. And we dont know who comes, reads, and silently slips away - website statistics show more pageviews than are indicated by the comments.........I'm with you, in that I write anyway, no matter who reads or doesnt. And I like the idea that some years hence people will read how life is for us, now.

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  6. Perhaps in writing poems for ourselves offers an open heart, mind and soul for others to enjoy and share poems with you - Jae

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  7. I agree with what you said...If one counted friends by who reads my poems, I too would have few friends. But I came to the conclusion quite a while ago that I will write for myself because I want to say something. I agree with you also when you say your words come, regardless of expanding audiences. During the pandemic, I wrote just for me, and it was good therapy. I like the idea of someone telling you what touched them. As simple as that. You are good at doing that with others' poems, by the way. I also agree with what Anonymous said -- you should have been discovered and famous. You are the 'real deal' no matter who reads your poems!

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  9. First, we write because if we don't, we'll explode and that will be messy! Second, even if one other person reads what we write and is moved by that, it's worth having written what we write. Third, friends can be good friends even if they are very different from us, even if they have a narrower world view, even if they have been brought up to think that "Mary Had a Little Lamb" is the best poem in the world... I read your poems, Susan, and I appreciate them...

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  10. I like this reflection on being a poet, Susan. For me, I enjoy the writing of poetry, it's such a release for me. I do enjoy sharing my work, yet always feel a little anxiety about doing so. I like to hear and read others thoughts on it, but I'm not one much for engaging in a "discussion" of my writing. I agree, it is good to be alive and have good friends!

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  11. Susan, you get to the heart of it with this. Why do any of us write? And why, out of the quietude of the silent life, do we burst forth with so VERY many words? I lvoe this. Amy

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  12. Sara McNulty8/06/2025 8:29 PM

    The people I know do not read my poems, but I continue to write for me.

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