29 December 2025

Remembering at the end of time

 
Queen Anne's Lace

 

You ask me what is the last thing I will remember
when—if—I have time for recall as I exit this world.
And I don’t know.  I hope I'll be surprised.
 
I can guess at the first things I’ll remember, though,
as they have centered me most of my life: Queen
Anne’s Lace, for example, with their tiny purple middle.
 
They're always the first flowers I think of before
apple blossoms, peonies, lilies of the valley,
hollyhocks, wisteria, lilacs, azaleas, brown-eyed
 
Susans, and roses. A riot of colors, perfumes, and
insects come among these angels of the land,
and I welcome them in the heat of the sun.
 
And then the trees I’ve hugged, including apple,
sycamore, and pine trees—especially the climbing
tree, a white pine shaded deep in Grandmother’s woods.
 
I’ll remember family and people I worship with and 
those with whom I build beloved community.
The taste of the food—both potluck and hosted.
 
I’ll remember hearing poetry readings and poems—one
or two of my own, Mary Oliver, and snippets from
Shakespeare, Piercy, Angelou, and others.
 
Ah, the good trouble I’ve been part of!   The spirit
of hugs, kisses, handholding, and laughter among friends.
All that reminds me more exists than this world.


For Sherry's prompt "The Last Things I'll Remember" at What's Going On? 

 

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10 comments:

  1. I love this, Susan! Beloved community, the warmth, and "ah, the good trouble I've been part of!" Wonderful! I especially love your closing line. The point of it all.

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  2. This is truly inspirational, Susan. It gives me chills really. So authentic. I love your remembering of the trees you hugged and the taste of food (oh yes!) , the poetry readings, and especially the 'good trouble.' I feel your poem deep down.

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  3. The switchover from the Last things to the First is absolutely brilliant. And the hope to be surprised leaves me wishing for more words on this. I love every word of the poem and especially when Mary Oliver makes her presence felt along with Angelou.

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  4. What a beautifully tender poem - so wise and yet visceral - I hope you remember all those beautiful things and much, much more - Jae

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  5. For me a lot of interesting family and family interplay here. A lot I can relate.

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  6. A beautiful set of memories, Susan! Each is a little pastel coloured tableau that resonates with me. Happy New year!

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  7. Warm and loving memories. Happy New Year !....Rall

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  8. I do hope to remember family and friends in the end for they have touched the heart. I love all the flowers that come to mind and the trees. I have hugged my share of trees hoping to ground me in the moment. Beautiful words to read today.

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  9. The things that matter - beauty, friends, community, poetry... all that brings joy!

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