08 November 2023

Where I bury the hatchet

 

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During the rare minutes I walk outside
with time to spare, I’m drawn to the white pine
I planted fifteen years ago.
 
I could carry it in my arms back then,
but now it reaches my second story
windows.
 
Delicate fragrant needles kiss passers-
by with their green points while those that turned
orange carpet the ground.
 
I let the grass recede from pine shadow,
and mow less each year.  Tired, I sit on a
wooden bench in the tree’s penumbra.
 
I place my feet on the orange carpet
and sigh out the pain of cares that engulf
me.  Turbulence recedes for a good while.
 
I breathe pine scent, and feel the tree’s long hug—
imaginary, I’m sure.  And yet I
hug it back and stroke its needles.
 
Thank you for growing here alongside my
growth. I’ve learned to sit when I’m tired.
to exhale and enjoy inhaling again.
 
Let’s breath together. And I imagine
the white pine answers.  Of all the trees
I planted, this one is a companion.
 
I thank it for its company, and it
returns thanks with nods, pulses, and needles
softening the ground beneath my feet.
 
I wish I could bring everyone here
beneath this white pine tree, let it change them,
and send them home kissed with peace.


For Sherry's prompt "Walking in Earth's Shoes" at What's Going On? 

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© 2023 Susan L. Chast

 

 

 

8 comments:

  1. "I’ve learned to sit when I’m tired. / to exhale and enjoy inhaling again." - this I am yet to learn, but your poem was definitely healing... I feel that peace under a familiar tree.

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  2. This almost brought tears to my eyes, Susan. The tree that you planted fifteen years ago has grown to be able to comfort and refresh you, and now you will be leaving it behind. Yes, it would be nice if we all could sit beneath the pine tree and feel the peace.....

    This makes me reflect on the apple tree I was given when I was a child, and how by the time I left home it had grown into a mature tree, giving apples every year, and big enough to climb. I wonder if this tree still exists in my childhood home backyard. It was SUCH a special tree!

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  3. This poem is so moving, Susan. It will be hard to say goodbye to it. I love that you thanked it for the peace it has given you. How lovely to have watched it grow for fifteen years. Love the closing lines, that you wish everyone could come, and go home "kissed with peace." Beautiful. I love the photo, too.

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  4. I love the meditative note of the poem exhaling peace. "I breathe pine scent, and feel the tree’s long hug— / imaginary, I’m sure. And yet I hug it back and stroke its needles." The tree will live in the lines and give peace through words when it's not in sight anymore. Beautiful.

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  5. I love poems about trees, Susan, and am charmed by your white pine. It’s amazing how they grow! We don’t have many pines around here, but there are some in the woodland around here and I always take a deep breath of their fragrance. A tree hug is a good cure for world-weariness.

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  6. A tree is a beautiful gift and yours sounds amazing. I love to inhale the scent of pines. It's refreshing and calming. I love you ending - kissed with peace , if only that wish would be granted. - Truedessa

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  7. Oh this is an great ode to that beautiful pine tree We get so much out of our connection with mother nature. Love that last line so much

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  8. "Let's breathe together" this profund commune with the tree with nature as a nurturing comfort that you raised from a 'baby' in your arms is delightfully comforting.

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