Cedar Grove by the Sea, watercolor by Paul Dougherty (@1916) |
I stayed away from the ritual meant tocelebrate light, meant to break isolation—all of our separate isolationsfrom each other into solitude orsmall groupings. A cabin-fever yearfor those of us with homes, with walls and townsand countries. We are the lucky ones, withsanitation, and someone near enoughto text or call on phones or out windows.You enter spring or fall, while I sit onthe imaginary line between them,afraid to join in, only half cured, halfprotected—half loving, half caring. YetI’m on a journey toward wholeness, andreach out to you from here, protective miles,forests, plants, and towns scattered among us.One favorite cedar entices me
to emulate her wild strength and calm.
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Oh this is lovely - a reaching out across the miles to our separate realities, yet all joined together halfway between what is and what will be. I love the lines about the journey towards wholeness, and that beautiful cedar.
ReplyDelete"I’m on a journey toward wholeness," This is so prayerful. I have similar cedar wish too, specially in these times, living in the space of so many halves.
ReplyDeleteI often feel I am caught in some halfway point. Never really here or there. The journey towards wholeness might
ReplyDeletetake a while, in the meantime I will try to find the pieces of me.