I should have loved you more back then
when forehead furrows wanted seeds,
squinting eyes needed hugs to see,
wrinkled nose craved sweetness and cake.
None of our books showed how to love
self quietly without the crowds
praising grades and performances—
You couldn’t do it by yourself.
But now, let me reach in to say
you were awesome! and you still are —
I hear the earth turning from you
I hear the earth turning from you
and I write down secrets you hold.
You didn’t know then that you knew
secrets, that you depended on
gravel, trees and reindeer moss for
stories and sensuality.
But you were in training fields for
our spirit to awaken—and
dirt, dolls, climbing trees and dress up
expanded our Golden Book tales.
our spirit to awaken—and
dirt, dolls, climbing trees and dress up
expanded our Golden Book tales.
Copyright © 2014 S.L.Chast