Showing posts with label ntozake shange. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ntozake shange. Show all posts

06 May 2015

Becoming



Poet/writer ntozake shange died on Saturday, 27 October 2018.  I pulled up this older poem that says what she means to me.  
May you have peace walking with the ancestors, mighty Lion.

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“i found god in myself
and i loved her
i loved her fiercely” 

― Ntozake Shange


Why theatre?  Why poetry?  Why any-
thing at all? I found my answer on Broad-
way in nineteen-seventy-eight in a
chor-e-o-poem that blew my mind wide o-
pen and launched me on a walk from forty-
fifth street north through Central Park and in-
to the rest of my life.  n-to-zak-e
shang-e, I thank you for my vocation.

for colored girls who have considered su-
icide / when the rainbow Is enuf.  Wow!

Imagine horrific stories inside
friendship circles—in defeats belied by
such presence that the stage empowered all
on and in front of it.  Imagine feet
planted so no one could knock you over!
Imagine finding God in yourself and
loving her so fiercely that you expand
into a rainbowand you gain some sense 
of the day I saw seven Black woman
form a rainbow and transformed into what
God meant for me to do and to become.





For Björn and Toni's Poetics with Kanzen: What poets inspired you? at dVerse Poets Pub


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A sample from the choreopoem / drama: 

“without any assistance or guidance from you
i have loved you assiduously for 8 months 2 wks & a day
i have been stood up four times
i've left 7 packages on yr doorstep
forty poems 2 plants & 3 handmade notecards i left
town so i cd send to you have been no help to me
on my job
you call at 3:00 in the mornin on weekdays
so i cd drive 27 1/2 miles cross the bay before i go to work
charmin charmin
but you are of no assistance
i want you to know
this waz an experiment
to see how selifsh i cd be
if i wd really carry on to snare a possible lover
if i waz capable of debasin my self for the love of another
if i cd stand not being wanted
when i wanted to be wanted
& i cannot
so
with no further assistance & no guidance from you
i am endin this affair

this note is attached to a plant
i've been waterin since the day i met you
you may water it
yr damn self”