Even in the company of many,the child in me knew forest’s green fire.She danced and swung in secret song of pineneedle and reindeer moss, long branches andsnake-filled slate fences tumbled here and therefrom rock out-cropping under worn pathways.
Forgive me, I beg her, for losing youin the workaholic buzz of adults.There, I sought out groups to feed your hunger—dance classes and theatre groups, covens andchurch services—but I wished you quietwhile I followed a narrower calling.
Our spirit blazed in red, white, and blue, butneglected the green fire of forest andearth, neglected the wildness of rest andsolitude. Now, I want you to make noise.Forgive me, I beg you, for neglect andharm. Please come back. Come back. I am ready
to love you. Forgive me. I thought I hadto choose between civilization andthe wild, forest and town, work and play, youand me. Forgive me. There is no between.I hear you call. Let’s join the green fireamong our two pines and one dogwood tree.
For the earthweal weekly challenge: GREEN FIRE (WILD AND SACRED)
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I adore this poem. Through those busy working years, our souls miss that connection with green fire.......I love retirement years when we can immerse ourselves in it as often as we want. he imagery in this poem is so beautiful, and I love that you address the young one who danced in that green fire of long ago. Just beautiful, Susan.
ReplyDeleteLife is so busy we neglect to address the important things. Tis the nature of youth.If we are lucky enough to get old we become wise ( well the lucky ones do :)
ReplyDeleteThis regret consumes our civilization. How to return to our rightful place in the landscape?
ReplyDeleteThis is heartfelt: I identify very strongly with the sentiments you express here, Susan!
ReplyDeleteI think the deepest poems we write are always prayer, and the devotion in this begins with confession, a sacrifice of the separated, civilized spirit. From such surrenders the wild life begins. Great work Susan.
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